[ Actually he was definitely expecting James to just hang up so ]
It's these... hallucimemories, I've been getting a lot of weird ones lately. And sometimes it's just, you know, being happy about finding explosives behind a beat-up van or something?
But... I remembered that I had a gun in my hands. A rifle, I think. And there was this... deer I think? Or a dog. Wolf maybe? I don't know, I just remember its eyes, and I was going to kill it. I don't know how I knew that, I just was going to shoot it even though I didn't want to, I think it was diseased? I think it was in pain.
I don't know. I just felt bad. I didn't want to kill it! But I felt like I had to!
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It's these... hallucimemories, I've been getting a lot of weird ones lately. And sometimes it's just, you know, being happy about finding explosives behind a beat-up van or something?
But... I remembered that I had a gun in my hands. A rifle, I think. And there was this... deer I think? Or a dog. Wolf maybe? I don't know, I just remember its eyes, and I was going to kill it. I don't know how I knew that, I just was going to shoot it even though I didn't want to, I think it was diseased? I think it was in pain.
I don't know. I just felt bad. I didn't want to kill it! But I felt like I had to!