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James "dumpster fire gijinka" Barnes (
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frostythehitman
2022-06-28 07:26 am (UTC)
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[ just. stares. ma'am he literally just shot two teammates right in front of you. ]
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mustbepurged
2022-06-28 01:23 pm (UTC)
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I, I mean... You insisted on taking the lead so that the rest of us would be in less danger. And you even jumped out of a moving train to help Kazunari...
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frostythehitman
2022-06-29 01:43 am (UTC)
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I also shot him. And Sylvain.
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mustbepurged
2022-06-29 01:46 am (UTC)
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That wasn't your choice. And I... I hurt Sylvain, too...
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frostythehitman
2022-06-29 03:15 am (UTC)
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Maybe not. But...you don't make a habit of it, do you? Hurting people?
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mustbepurged
2022-06-29 03:20 am (UTC)
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[She falls quiet, an uncertain look in her eyes. Maybe even a little fearful.]
I... I've probably hurt more people than you think.
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frostythehitman
2022-06-29 04:11 am (UTC)
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...ah.
[ he can't tell if she means like, by accidentally tripping people on the street, or war crimes. but he's not about to ask either. ]
Well, then...you're doing a real good job of moving past it.
[ because bucky certainly wouldn't have guessed that about her. ]
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mustbepurged
2022-06-29 07:34 am (UTC)
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I am?
[She seems to be considering that?]
Maybe...
I don't really know how to be any other way.
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frostythehitman
2022-06-30 05:49 am (UTC)
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It's good. To always be looking forward like that, and not back at your failures.
It doesn't come so naturally to me.
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mustbepurged
2022-06-30 07:20 am (UTC)
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It's true that we have to take responsibility for our actions... or, if that's impossible, to at least face them without turning away.
But... I think it's okay, even for those who've done terrible things, to live like their lives have value, too...
If we didn't, what would the people who helped us make it this far say...?
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frostythehitman
2022-06-30 07:26 am (UTC)
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I agree.
It's just hard to remember, sometimes. Especially when I'm directly faced with the people I've hurt.
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mustbepurged
2022-07-01 09:04 pm (UTC)
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... That's understandable...
B-but if you need a reminder, then, I'm reminding you now. People care about you, too.
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frostythehitman
2022-07-02 02:51 am (UTC)
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[ YO ESTELLE, THIS IS THE SWEETEST SHIT I EVER DONE GOT IN A TAG ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ HURRY UP AND DIE SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT MORE ]
...I guess they do. Not that I understand
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[ not when y'all are visiting him in jail like this!! ]
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I... I've probably hurt more people than you think.
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Well, then...you're doing a real good job of moving past it.
[ because bucky certainly wouldn't have guessed that about her. ]
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I don't really know how to be any other way.
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It doesn't come so naturally to me.
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But... I think it's okay, even for those who've done terrible things, to live like their lives have value, too...
If we didn't, what would the people who helped us make it this far say...?
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It's just hard to remember, sometimes. Especially when I'm directly faced with the people I've hurt.
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B-but if you need a reminder, then, I'm reminding you now. People care about you, too.
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...I guess they do. Not that I understand why, but...I can't exactly deny it. [ not when y'all are visiting him in jail like this!! ]