[ sometimes you just feel like someone died because you're a failure and then you can't stop thinking about it, and it's worse when you know they had an AU life where they got out of their crappy job and really liked the guitar and could have maybe been sort of okay!! ]

Okay. Good.

...Sorry for being like that at that one meeting, though. I mean— I don't think I was wrong, but...

[ he frowns down at the ground. ]

I guess that was probably kind of awkward for you.